As the circumstances of his
marriage illustrate his
character, I cannot
refrain from relating them. One of his most
intimate friends was a
merchant who, from a flourishing
state, fell,
through numerous mischances, into
poverty. This man, whose name was Beaufort, was of a
proud and unbending
disposition and could not bear to live in
poverty and
oblivion in the same country where he had
formerly been
distinguished for his
rank and
magnificence. Having paid his debts, therefore, in the most honourable manner, he retreated with his daughter to the town of Lucerne, where he lived unknown and in wretchedness. My father loved Beaufort with the truest
friendship and was deeply grieved by his
retreat in these
unfortunate circumstances. He bitterly deplored the false
pride which led his friend to a
conduct so little
worthy of the
affection that
united them. He
lost no time in endeavouring to
seek him out, with the hope of persuading him to begin the world again
through his
credit and
assistance.
Beaufort had taken
effectual measures to
conceal himself, and it was ten months before my father discovered his
abode. Overjoyed at this
discovery, he hastened to the house, which was situated in a
mean street near the Reuss. But when he entered,
misery and
despair alone welcomed him. Beaufort had saved but a very small
sum of money from the
wreck of his fortunes, but it was
sufficient to
provide him with
sustenance for some months, and in the meantime he hoped to
procure some
respectable employment in a
merchant's house. The
interval was,
consequently, spent in inaction; his
grief only became more deep and rankling when he had
leisure for
reflection, and at
length it took so fast hold of his
mind that at the end of three months he lay on a bed of sickness,
incapable of any
exertion.
Several months passed in this manner. Her father grew worse; her time was more entirely occupied in attending him; her means of
subsistence decreased; and in the tenth month her father died in her arms, leaving her an
orphan and a
beggar. This last blow overcame her, and she knelt by Beaufort's
coffin weeping bitterly, when my father entered the
chamber. He came like a protecting
spirit to the poor girl, who
committed herself to his care; and after the
interment of his friend he conducted her to Geneva and placed her under the
protection of a
relation. Two years after this
event Caroline became his wife.
There was a
considerable difference between the ages of my parents, but this
circumstance seemed to
unite them only closer in bonds of
devoted affection. There was a sense of
justice in my father's
upright mind which rendered it
necessary that he should
approve highly to love strongly. Perhaps during
former years he had suffered from the late-discovered unworthiness of one
beloved and so was disposed to set a greater
value on tried worth. There was a show of
gratitude and
worship in his
attachment to my mother, differing
wholly from the doting
fondness of age, for it was
inspired by
reverence for her virtues and a
desire to be the means of, in some
degree, recompensing her for the sorrows she had endured, but which gave inexpressible
grace to his behaviour to her. Everything was made to
yield to her wishes and her
convenience. He strove to
shelter her, as a
fair exotic is sheltered by the gardener, from every rougher wind and to
surround her with all that could
tend to excite pleasurable
emotion in her soft and
benevolent mind. Her
health, and even the tranquillity of her
hitherto constant spirit, had been shaken by what she had gone
through. During the two years that had elapsed
previous to their
marriage my father had gradually relinquished all his
public functions; and
immediately after their
union they sought the
pleasant climate of Italy, and the change of
scene and
interest attendant on a
tour through that land of wonders, as a
restorative for her weakened frame.
From Italy they visited Germany and France. I, their eldest child, was born at Naples, and as an infant accompanied them in their rambles. I remained for
several years their only child. Much as they were attached to each other, they seemed to draw
inexhaustible stores of
affection from a very
mine of love to
bestow them upon me. My mother's
tender caresses and my father's smile of
benevolent pleasure while regarding me are my first recollections. I was their plaything and their
idol, and something better-their child, the
innocent and helpless
creature bestowed on them by heaven, whom to bring up to good, and whose
future lot it was in their hands to direct to
happiness or
misery,
according as they fulfilled their duties towards me. With this deep
consciousness of what they owed towards the being to which they had given life, added to the
active spirit of
tenderness that
animated both, it may be imagined that while during every hour of my infant life I received a
lesson of
patience, of
charity, and of
self-control, I was so guided by a silken cord that all seemed but one
train of enjoyment to me. For a long time I was their only care. My mother had much desired to have a daughter, but I continued their single
offspring. When I was about five years old, while making an
excursion beyond the frontiers of Italy, they passed a week on the shores of the Lake of Como. Their
benevolent disposition often made them enter the cottages of the poor. This, to my mother, was more than a
duty; it was a
necessity, a passion-remembering what she had suffered, and how she had been relieved-for her to act in her turn the
guardian angel to the afflicted. During one of their walks a poor cot in the foldings of a
vale attracted their
notice as being singularly
disconsolate, while the number of half-clothed children gathered about it
spoke of
penury in its worst
shape. One day, when my father had gone by himself to Milan, my mother, accompanied by me, visited this
abode. She found a
peasant and his wife, hard working,
bent down by care and labour, distributing a
scanty meal to five hungry babes. Among these there was one which attracted my mother far above all the rest. She appeared of a
different stock. The four others were dark-eyed,
hardy little vagrants; this child was
thin and very
fair. Her hair was the brightest living gold, and despite the
poverty of her clothing, seemed to set a crown of
distinction on her head. Her brow was clear and
ample, her blue eyes cloudless, and her lips and the moulding of her face so
expressive of
sensibility and sweetness that none could
behold her without looking on her as of a
distinct species, a being heaven-sent, and
bearing a
celestial stamp in all her features. The
peasant woman, perceiving that my mother fixed eyes of
wonder and
admiration on this lovely girl, eagerly communicated her history. She was not her child, but the daughter of a Milanese nobleman. Her mother was a German and had died on giving her birth. The infant had been placed with these good people to nurse: they were better off then. They had not been long married, and their eldest child was but just born. The father of their charge was one of those Italians nursed in the
memory of the
antique glory of Italy-one among the schiavi ognor frementi, who exerted himself to
obtain the
liberty of his country. He became the
victim of its weakness. Whether he had died or still lingered in the dungeons of Austria was not known. His
property was confiscated; his child became an
orphan and a
beggar. She continued with her
foster parents and bloomed in their
rude abode, fairer than a garden rose among dark-leaved brambles. When my father returned from Milan, he found playing with me in the hall of our
villa a child fairer than pictured cherub-a
creature who seemed to
shed radiance from her looks and whose form and motions were lighter than the chamois of the hills. The
apparition was soon explained. With his
permission my mother prevailed on her
rustic guardians to
yield their charge to her. They were
fond of the sweet
orphan. Her
presence had seemed a blessing to them, but it would be unfair to her to keep her in
poverty and want when Providence afforded her such
powerful protection. They consulted their
village priest, and the
result was that Elizabeth Lavenza became the
inmate of my parents' house-my more than sister-the beautiful and adored
companion of all my occupations and my pleasures.
Everyone loved Elizabeth. The
passionate and almost
reverential attachment with which all regarded her became, while I shared it, my
pride and my
delight. On the evening
previous to her being brought to my home, my mother had said playfully, "I have a pretty present for my Victor-tomorrow he shall have it." And when, on the morrow, she presented Elizabeth to me as her promised gift, I, with childish
seriousness, interpreted her words
literally and looked upon Elizabeth as
mine-
mine to
protect, love, and
cherish. All praises bestowed on her I received as made to a
possession of my own. We called each other
familiarly by the name of cousin. No word, no
expression could body forth the kind of
relation in which she stood to me-my more than sister, since
till death she was to be
mine only.