Returned undiscovered to the Abbey, Ambrosio's
mind was filled with the most pleasing images. He was wilfully
blind to the danger of exposing himself to Antonia's charms: He only remembered the pleasure which her
society had afforded him, and rejoiced in the
prospect of that pleasure being
repeated. He failed not to
profit by Elvira's indisposition to
obtain a
sight of her Daughter every day. At first He bounded his wishes to
inspire Antonia with
friendship: But no sooner was He
convinced that She felt that
sentiment in its fullest
extent, than his aim became more decided, and his attentions assumed a warmer colour. The
innocent familiarity with which She treated him, encouraged his desires: Grown used to her
modesty, it no longer commanded the same
respect and
awe: He still admired it, but it only made him more
anxious to
deprive her of that
quality which formed her
principal charm. Warmth of
passion, and
natural penetration, of which
latter unfortunately both for himself and Antonia He possessed an
ample share, supplied a
knowledge of the arts of seduction. He easily
distinguished the emotions which were favourable to his designs, and seized every means with
avidity of infusing
corruption into Antonia's bosom. This He found no easy
matter. Extreme
simplicity prevented her from perceiving the aim to which the Monk's insinuations tended; But the
excellent morals which She owed to Elvira's care, the solidity and correctness of her
understanding, and a strong sense of what was
right implanted in her
heart by Nature, made her feel that his precepts must be
faulty. By a few
simple words She
frequently overthrew the whole
bulk of his sophistical arguments, and made him
conscious how weak they were when opposed to Virtue and Truth. On such
occasion He took
refuge in his
eloquence; He overpowered her with a
torrent of Philosophical paradoxes, to which, not
understanding them, it was
impossible for her to reply; And
thus though He did not
convince her that his reasoning was just, He at least prevented her from discovering it to be false. He perceived that her
respect for his
judgment augmented daily, and doubted not with time to bring her to the point desired.
He was not
unconscious that his attempts were highly
criminal: He saw clearly the baseness of seducing the
innocent Girl: But his
passion was too
violent to
permit his abandoning his
design. He resolved to
pursue it, let the consequences be what they
might. He depended upon finding Antonia in some unguarded
moment; And seeing no other Man admitted into her
society, nor hearing any mentioned either by her or by Elvira, He imagined that her young
heart was still unoccupied. While He waited for the
opportunity of satisfying his unwarrantable lust, every day increased his coldness for Matilda. Not a little was this occasioned by the
consciousness of his faults to her. To
hide them from her He was not sufficiently
master of himself: Yet He dreaded lest, in a
transport of
jealous rage, She should
betray the secret on which his
character and even his life depended. Matilda could not but his
indifference: He was
conscious that She remarked it, and fearing her reproaches, shunned her studiously. Yet when He could not
avoid her, her mildness
might have
convinced him that He had nothing to
dread from her
resentment. She had resumed the
character of the
gentle interesting Rosario: She taxed him not with ingratitude; But her eyes filled with
involuntary tears, and the soft
melancholy of her
countenance and voice uttered complaints far more touching than words could have conveyed. Ambrosio was not unmoved by her
sorrow; But unable to
remove its
cause, He forbore to show that it
affected him. As her
conduct convinced him that He needed not fear her
vengeance, He continued to
neglect her, and avoided her company with care. Matilda saw that She in
vain attempted to
regain his affections: Yet She stifled the
impulse of
resentment, and continued to treat her inconstant Lover with her
former fondness and
attention.
By degrees Elvira's
constitution recovered itself. She was no longer troubled with convulsions, and Antonia ceased to
tremble for her Mother. Ambrosio beheld this reestablishment with displeasure. He saw that Elvira's
knowledge of the world would not be the Dupe of his sanctified demeanour, and that She would easily
perceive his views upon her Daughter. He resolved therefore, before She quitted her
chamber, to try the
extent of his
influence over the
innocent Antonia.
One evening, when He had found Elvira almost perfectly restored to
health, He quitted her earlier than was his usual
custom. Not finding Antonia in the Antichamber, He ventured to follow her to her own. It was only separated from her Mother's by a Closet, in which Flora, the Waiting-Woman, generally slept. Antonia sat upon a Sopha with her back towards the door, and read
attentively. She heard not his
approach,
till He had seated himself by her. She started, and welcomed him with a look of pleasure: Then rising, She would have conducted him to the sitting-room; But Ambrosio taking her hand, obliged her by
gentle violence to
resume her place. She complied without
difficulty: She knew not that there was more
impropriety in conversing with him in one room than another. She
thought herself equally
secure of his principles and her own, and having replaced herself upon the Sopha, She began to
prattle to him with her usual
ease and
vivacity.
He examined the Book which She had been reading, and had now placed upon the Table. It was the Bible.
'How!' said the Friar to himself; 'Antonia reads the Bible, and is still so
ignorant?'
But, upon a further
inspection, He found that Elvira had made exactly the same . That
prudent Mother, while She admired the beauties of the
sacred writings, was
convinced that,
unrestricted, no reading more
improper could be permitted a young Woman. Many of the narratives can only
tend to excite ideas the worst
calculated for a female breast: Every thing is called
plainly and roundly by its name; and the
annals of a Brothel would
scarcely furnish a greater
choice of
indecent expressions. Yet this is the Book which young Women are recommended to
study; which is put into the hands of Children,
able to
comprehend little more than those passages of which they had better
remain ignorant; and which but too
frequently inculcates the first rudiments of
vice, and gives the first
alarm to the still sleeping passions. Of this was Elvira so fully
convinced, that She would have preferred putting into her Daughter's hands 'Amadis de Gaul,' or 'The Valiant Champion, Tirante the White;' and would sooner have authorised her studying the
lewd exploits of 'Don Galaor,' or the
lascivious jokes of the 'Damsel Plazer di mi vida.' She had in
consequence made two resolutions respecting the Bible. The first was that Antonia should not read it
till She was of an age to feel its beauties, and
profit by its
morality: The second, that it should be copied out with her own hand, and all
improper passages either
altered or omitted. She had adhered to this
determination, and such was the Bible which Antonia was reading: It had been lately delivered to her, and She perused it with an
avidity, with a
delight that was inexpressible. Ambrosio perceived his
mistake, and replaced the Book upon the Table.
Antonia
spoke of her Mother's
health with all the
enthusiastic joy of a youthful
heart.
'I
admire your
filial affection,' said the Abbot; 'It proves the
excellence and
sensibility of your
character; It promises a
treasure to him whom Heaven has
destined to
possess your affections. The Breast, so
capable of
fondness for a Parent, what will it feel for a Lover? Nay, perhaps, what feels it for one even now? Tell me, my lovely Daughter; Have you known what it is to love? Answer me with
sincerity: Forget my
habit, and
consider me only as a Friend.'
'What it is to love?' said She, repeating his question; 'Oh! yes,
undoubtedly; I have loved many, many People.'
'That is not what I
mean. The love of which I speak can be felt only for one. Have you never seen the Man whom you wished to be your Husband?'
'Oh! No, indeed!'
This was an untruth, but She was
unconscious of its
falsehood: She knew not the
nature of her sentiments for Lorenzo; and never having seen him since his first visit to Elvira, with every day his Image grew less feebly
impressed upon her bosom. Besides, She
thought of an Husband with all a Virgin's
terror, and negatived the Friar's
demand without a
moment's
hesitation.
'And do you not long to see that Man, Antonia? Do you feel no
void in your
heart which you
fain would have filled up? Do you
heave no sighs for the
absence of some one dear to you, but who that some one is, you know not? Perceive you not that what
formerly could please, has charms for you no longer? That a thousand new wishes, new ideas, new sensations, have sprang in your bosom, only to be felt, never to be described? Or while you fill every other
heart with
passion, is it
possible that your own remains
insensible and cold? It cannot be! That melting eye, that blushing cheek, that
enchanting voluptuous melancholy which at times overspreads your features, all these marks belye your words. You love, Antonia, and in
vain would
hide it from me.'
'Father, you
amaze me! What is this love of which you speak? I neither know its
nature, nor if I felt it, why I should
conceal the
sentiment.'
'Have you seen no Man, Antonia, whom though never seen before, you seemed long to have sought? Whose form, though a Stranger's, was
familiar to your eyes? The
sound of whose voice soothed you, pleased you, penetrated to your very
soul? In whose
presence you rejoiced, for whose
absence you
lamented? With whom your
heart seemed to
expand, and in whose bosom with
confidence unbounded you reposed the cares of your own? Have you not felt all this, Antonia?'
'Certainly I have: The first time that I saw you, I felt it.'
Ambrosio started. Scarcely dared He
credit his hearing.
'Me, Antonia?' He cried, his eyes sparkling with
delight and
impatience, while He seized her hand, and pressed it rapturously to his lips. 'Me, Antonia? You felt these sentiments for me?'
'Even with more
strength than you have described. The very
moment that I beheld you, I felt so pleased, so
interested! I waited so eagerly to catch the
sound of your voice, and when I heard it, it seemed so sweet! It
spoke to me a
language till then so unknown! Methought, it told me a thousand things which I wished to hear! It seemed as if I had long known you; as if I had a
right to your
friendship, your
advice, and your
protection.
I wept when you
departed, and longed for the time which should
restore you to my
sight.'
'Antonia! my
charming Antonia!' exclaimed the Monk, and caught her to his bosom; 'Can I believe my senses? Repeat it to me, my sweet Girl! Tell me again that you love me, that you love me truly and tenderly!'
'Indeed, I do: Let my Mother be excepted, and the world holds no one more dear to me!'
At this
frank avowal Ambrosio no longer possessed himself; Wild with
desire, He clasped the blushing Trembler in his arms. He fastened his lips greedily upon hers, sucked in her pure
delicious breath, violated with his
bold hand the treasures of her bosom, and
wound around him her soft and yielding limbs. Startled, alarmed, and
confused at his action, surprize at first
deprived her of the
power of
resistance. At
length recovering herself, She strove to
escape from his
embrace.
'Father! .... Ambrosio!' She cried; 'Release me, for God's sake!'
But the
licentious Monk heeded not her prayers: He persisted in his
design, and proceeded to take still greater liberties. Antonia prayed, wept, and struggled: Terrified to the
extreme, though at what She knew not, She exerted all her
strength to
repulse the Friar, and was on the point of shrieking for
assistance when the
chamber door was
suddenly thrown open. Ambrosio had just
sufficient presence of
mind to be
sensible of his danger. Reluctantly He quitted his
prey, and started
hastily from the Couch. Antonia uttered an
exclamation of joy, flew towards the door, and found herself clasped in the arms of her Mother.
Alarmed at some of the Abbot's speeches, which Antonia had innocently
repeated, Elvira resolved to
ascertain the truth of her suspicions. She had known enough of Mankind not to be imposed upon by the Monk's reputed
virtue. She reflected on
several circumstances, which though
trifling, on being put together seemed to
authorize her fears. His
frequent visits, which as far as She could see, were
confined to her family; His
evident emotion, whenever She
spoke of Antonia; His being in the full
prime and
heat of Manhood; and above all, his
pernicious philosophy communicated to her by Antonia, and which accorded but ill with his
conversation in her
presence, all these circumstances
inspired her with doubts respecting the
purity of Ambrosio's
friendship. In
consequence, She resolved, when He should next be alone with Antonia, to endeavour at surprizing him. Her
plan had succeeded. 'Tis true, that when She entered the room, He had already
abandoned his
prey; But the
disorder of her Daughter's dress, and the
shame and
confusion stamped upon the Friar's
countenance, sufficed to
prove that her suspicions were but too well-founded. However, She was too
prudent to make those suspicions known. She judged that to unmask the Imposter would be no easy
matter, the
public being so much
prejudiced in his favour: and having but few Friends, She
thought it
dangerous to make herself so
powerful an Enemy. She
affected therefore not to his
agitation, seated herself tranquilly upon the Sopha, assigned some
trifling reason for having quitted her room unexpectedly, and conversed on
various subjects with seeming
confidence and
ease.
Reassured by her behaviour, the Monk began to
recover himself. He strove to answer Elvira without appearing
embarrassed: But He was still too great a
novice in
dissimulation, and He felt that He must look
confused and
awkward. He soon broke off the
conversation, and rose to
depart. What was his
vexation, when on taking leave, Elvira told him in
polite terms, that being now perfectly reestablished, She
thought it an
injustice to
deprive Others of his company, who
might be more in
need of it! She assured him of her
eternal gratitude, for the
benefit which during her illness She had derived from his
society and exhortations: And She
lamented that her
domestic affairs, as well as the
multitude of business which his
situation must of
necessity impose upon him, would in
future deprive her of the pleasure of his visits. Though delivered in the mildest
language this
hint was too
plain to be
mistaken. Still, He was preparing to put in a
remonstrance when an
expressive look from Elvira stopped him short. He dared not press her to
receive him, for her manner
convinced him that He was discovered: He submitted without reply, took an
hasty leave, and retired to the Abbey, his
heart filled with
rage and
shame, with bitterness and
disappointment.
Ambrosio hastened to his Cell. He closed the door after him, and threw himself upon the bed in
despair. The
impulse of
desire, the stings of
disappointment, the
shame of
detection, and the fear of being publicly unmasked, rendered his bosom a
scene of the most
horrible confusion. He knew not what course to
pursue. Debarred the
presence of Antonia, He had no hopes of satisfying that
passion which was now become a part of his
existence. He reflected that his secret was in a Woman's
power: He trembled with
apprehension when He beheld the
precipice before him, and with
rage, when He
thought that had it not been for Elvira, He should now have possessed the
object of his desires. With the direct imprecations He vowed
vengeance against her; He swore that, cost what it would, He still would
possess Antonia. Starting from the Bed, He paced the
chamber with disordered steps, howled with
impotent fury, dashed himself violently against the walls, and indulged all the transports of
rage and madness.
He was still under the
influence of this storm of passions when He heard a
gentle knock at the door of his Cell. Conscious that his voice must have been heard, He dared not
refuse admittance to the Importuner: He strove to
compose himself, and to
hide his
agitation. Having in some
degree succeeded, He drew back the
bolt: The door opened, and Matilda appeared.
At this
precise moment there was no one with whose
presence He could better have dispensed. He had not
sufficient command over himself to
conceal his
vexation. He started back, and frowned.
'I am busy,' said He in a
stern and
hasty tone; 'Leave me!'
Matilda heeded him not: She again fastened the door, and then advanced towards him with an air
gentle and supplicating.
'Forgive me, Ambrosio,' said She; 'For your own sake I must not
obey you. Fear no complaints from me; I come not to
reproach you with your ingratitude. I
pardon you from my
heart, and since your love can no longer be
mine, I
request the next best gift, your
confidence and
friendship. We cannot
force our inclinations; The little beauty which you once saw in me has perished with its
novelty, and if it can no longer excite
desire,
mine is the
fault, not yours. But why
persist in shunning me? Why such
anxiety to fly my
presence? You have sorrows, but will not
permit me to share them; You have disappointments, but will not
accept my
comfort; You have wishes, but
forbid my aiding your pursuits. 'Tis of this which I
complain, not of your
indifference to my person. I have given up the claims of the Mistress, but nothing shall
prevail on me to give up those of the Friend.'
Her mildness had an
instantaneous effect upon Ambrosio's feelings.
'Generous Matilda!' He replied, taking her hand, 'How far do you rise
superior to the foibles of your sex! Yes, I
accept your offer. I have
need of an adviser, and a Confident: In you I find every needful
quality united. But to
aid my pursuits .... Ah! Matilda, it lies not in your
power!'
'It lies in no one's
power but
mine. Ambrosio, your secret is none to me; Your every step, your every action has been observed by my
attentive eye. You love.'
'Matilda!'
'Why
conceal it from me? Fear not the little
jealousy which taints the
generality of Women: My
soul disdains so
despicable a
passion. You love, Ambrosio; Antonia Dalfa is the
object of your
flame. I know every
circumstance respecting your
passion: Every
conversation has been
repeated to me. I have been informed of your
attempt to
enjoy Antonia's person, your
disappointment, and dismission from Elvira's House. You now
despair of possessing your Mistress; But I come to
revive your hopes, and point out the road to
success.'
'To
success? Oh!
impossible!'
'To them who
dare nothing is
impossible. Rely upon me, and you may yet be happy. The time is come, Ambrosio, when regard for your
comfort and tranquillity compels me to
reveal a part of my History, with which you are still unacquainted. Listen, and do not
interrupt me: Should my
confession disgust you,
remember that in making it my
sole aim is to
satisfy your wishes, and
restore that peace to your
heart which at present has
abandoned it. I
formerly mentioned that my Guardian was a Man of uncommon
knowledge: He took pains to instil that
knowledge into my infant
mind. Among the
various sciences which
curiosity had induced him to
explore, He
neglected not that which by most is
esteemed impious, and by many chimerical. I speak of those arts which
relate to the world of Spirits. His deep researches into causes and effects, his unwearied
application to the
study of
natural philosophy, his
profound and unlimited
knowledge of the properties and virtues of every
gem which enriches the deep, of every
herb which the
earth produces, at
length procured him the
distinction which He had sought so long, so
earnestly. His
curiosity was fully slaked, his
ambition amply gratified. He gave laws to the elements; He could
reverse the order of
nature; His eye read the mandates of futurity, and the
infernal Spirits were
submissive to his commands. Why
shrink you from me? I
understand that enquiring look. Your suspicions are
right, though your terrors are
unfounded. My Guardian
concealed not from me his most
precious acquisition. Yet had I never seen YOU, I should never have exerted my
power. Like you I shuddered at the thoughts of Magic: Like you I had formed a terrible idea of the consequences of raising a daemon. To
preserve that life which your love had taught me to prize, I had
recourse to means which I trembled at employing. You
remember that night which I past in St. Clare's Sepulchre? Then was it that, surrounded by mouldering bodies, I dared to
perform those
mystic rites which summoned to my
aid a
fallen Angel. Judge what must have been my joy at discovering that my terrors were
imaginary: I saw the Daemon
obedient to my orders, I saw him trembling at my
frown, and found that, instead of selling my
soul to a Master, my
courage had purchased for myself a Slave.'
'Ridiculous prejudices! Oh!
blush, Ambrosio,
blush at being subjected to their
dominion. Where is the risque of accepting my offers? What should
induce my persuading you to this step, except the wish of restoring you to
happiness and quiet. If there is danger, it must fall upon me: It is I who
invoke the
ministry of the Spirits; Mine therefore will be the crime, and yours the
profit. But danger there is none: The Enemy of Mankind is my Slave, not my Sovereign. Is there no
difference between giving and receiving laws, between serving and commanding? Awake from your
idle dreams, Ambrosio! Throw from you these terrors so ill-suited to a
soul like yours; Leave them for
common Men, and
dare to be happy! Accompany me this night to St. Clare's Sepulchre,
witness my incantations, and Antonia is your own.'
'To
obtain her by such means I neither can, or will. Cease then to
persuade me, for I
dare not
employ Hell's
agency.
'You DARE not? How have you deceived me! That
mind which I
esteemed so great and
valiant, proves to be
feeble,
puerile, and grovelling, a
slave to
vulgar errors, and weaker than a Woman's.'
'What? Though
conscious of the danger, wilfully shall I
expose myself to the Seducer's arts? Shall I
renounce for ever my
title to
salvation? Shall my eyes
seek a
sight which I know will
blast them? No, no, Matilda; I will not
ally myself with God's Enemy.'
'Are you then God's Friend at present? Have you not broken your engagements with him, renounced his
service, and
abandoned yourself to the
impulse of your passions? Are you not planning the
destruction of
innocence, the
ruin of a Creature whom He formed in the mould of Angels? If not of Daemons, whose
aid would you
invoke to
forward this
laudable design? Will the Seraphims
protect it,
conduct Antonia to your arms, and
sanction with their
ministry your
illicit pleasures? Absurd! But I am not deceived, Ambrosio! It is not
virtue which makes you
reject my offer: You WOULD
accept it, but you
dare not. 'Tis not the crime which holds your hand, but the
punishment; 'Tis not
respect for God which restrains you, but the
terror of his
vengeance! Fain would you
offend him in secret, but you
tremble to
profess yourself his Foe. Now
shame on the
coward soul, which wants the
courage either to be a firm Friend or open Enemy!'
'To look upon
guilt with
horror, Matilda, is in itself a
merit: In this
respect I
glory to
confess myself a Coward. Though my passions have made me
deviate from her laws, I still feel in my
heart an
innate love of
virtue. But it ill becomes you to tax me with my
perjury: You, who first seduced me to
violate my vows; You, who first rouzed my sleeping vices, made me feel the
weight of Religion's chains, and bad me be
convinced that
guilt had pleasures. Yet though my principles have yielded to the
force of
temperament, I still have
sufficient grace to
shudder at Sorcery, and
avoid a crime so
monstrous, so unpardonable!'
'Unpardonable, say you? Where then is your
constant boast of the Almighty's
infinite mercy? Has He of late set bounds to it? Receives He no longer a Sinner with joy? You
injure him, Ambrosio; You will always have time to
repent, and He have goodness to forgive. Afford him a
glorious opportunity to
exert that goodness: The greater your crime, the greater his
merit in pardoning. Away then with these childish scruples: Be persuaded to your good, and follow me to the Sepulchre.'
'Oh!
cease, Matilda! That scoffing
tone, that
bold and
impious language, is
horrible in every mouth, but most so in a Woman's. Let us
drop a
conversation which excites no other sentiments than
horror and
disgust. I will not follow you to the Sepulchre, or
accept the services of your
infernal Agents. Antonia shall be
mine, but
mine by
human means.'
'Then yours She will never be! You are banished her
presence; Her Mother has opened her eyes to your designs, and She is now upon her
guard against them. Nay more, She loves another. A Youth of
distinguished merit possesses her
heart, and unless you
interfere, a few days will make her his Bride. This
intelligence was brought me by my
invisible Servants, to whom I had
recourse on first perceiving your
indifference. They watched your every action, related to me all that past at Elvira's, and
inspired me with the idea of favouring your designs. Their reports have been my only
comfort. Though you shunned my
presence, all your proceedings were known to me: Nay, I was constantly with you in some
degree, thanks to this
precious gift!'
With these words She drew from beneath her
habit a mirror of polished steel, the borders of which were
marked with
various strange and unknown characters.
'Amidst all my sorrows, amidst all my regrets for your coldness, I was
sustained from
despair by the virtues of this Talisman. On pronouncing
certain words, the Person appears in it on whom the Observer's thoughts are
bent:
thus though I was exiled from YOUR
sight, you, Ambrosio, were ever present to
mine.'
The Friar's
curiosity was excited strongly.
'What you
relate is
incredible! Matilda, are you not
amusing yourself with my
credulity?'
'Be your own eyes the Judge.'
She put the Mirror into his hand. Curiosity induced him to take it, and Love, to wish that Antonia
might appear. Matilda pronounced the magic words. Immediately, a thick smoke rose from the characters traced upon the borders, and
spread itself over the
surface. It dispersed again gradually; A
confused mixture of colours and images presented themselves to the Friar's eyes, which at
length arranging themselves in their
proper places, He beheld in
miniature Antonia's lovely form.
The
scene was a small closet belonging to her apartment. She was undressing to bathe herself. The long tresses of her hair were already
bound up. The
amorous Monk had full
opportunity to
observe the
voluptuous contours and
admirable symmetry of her person. She threw off her last
garment, and advancing to the Bath prepared for her, She put her foot into the water. It struck cold, and She drew it back again. Though
unconscious of being observed, an inbred sense of
modesty induced her to
veil her charms; and She stood hesitating upon the
brink, in the
attitude of the Venus de Medicis. At this
moment a
tame Linnet flew towards her, nestled its head between her breasts, and nibbled them in
wanton play. The smiling Antonia strove in
vain to shake off the Bird, and at
length raised her hands to
drive it from its delightful harbour. Ambrosio could bear no more: His desires were worked up to phrenzy.
'I
yield!' He cried,
dashing the mirror upon the ground: 'Matilda, I follow you! Do with me what you will!'
She waited not to hear his
consent repeated. It was already midnight. She flew to her Cell, and soon returned with her little basket and the Key of the Cemetery, which had remained in her
possession since her first visit to the Vaults. She gave the Monk no time for
reflection.
'Come!' She said, and took his hand; 'Follow me, and
witness the effects of your
resolve!'
This said, She drew him
hastily along. They passed into the Burying-ground unobserved, opened the door of the Sepulchre, and found themselves at the head of the subterraneous Staircase. As yet the beams of the full Moon had guided their steps, but that
resource now failed them. Matilda had
neglected to
provide herself with a Lamp. Still holding Ambrosio's hand She descended the marble steps; But the
profound obscurity with which they were overspread obliged them to walk slow and cautiously.
'You
tremble!' said Matilda to her Companion; 'Fear not; The
destined spot is near.'
They reached the foot of the Staircase, and continued to
proceed, feeling their way along the Walls. On turning a
corner suddenly, they descried
faint gleams of light which seemed burning at a
distance. Thither they
bent their steps: The rays proceeded from a small
sepulchral Lamp which flamed
unceasingly before the Statue of St. Clare. It tinged with
dim and cheerless beams the massy Columns which supported the Roof, but was too
feeble to
dissipate the thick
gloom in which the Vaults above were buried.
Matilda took the Lamp.
'Wait for me!' said She to the Friar; 'In a few moments I am here again.'
With these words She hastened into one of the passages which branched in
various directions from this spot, and formed a sort of Labyrinth. Ambrosio was now left alone: Darkness the most
profound surrounded him, and encouraged the doubts which began to
revive in his bosom. He had been hurried away by the
delirium of the
moment: The
shame of betraying his terrors, while in Matilda's
presence, had induced him to
repress them; But now that he was
abandoned to himself, they resumed their
former ascendancy. He trembled at the
scene which He was soon to
witness. He knew not how far the delusions of Magic
might operate upon his
mind, and possibly
might force him to some
deed whose
commission would make the
breach between himself and Heaven
irreparable. In this fearful
dilemma, He would have implored God's
assistance, but was
conscious that He had forfeited all
claim to such
protection. Gladly would He have returned to the Abbey; But as He had past
through innumerable Caverns and winding passages, the
attempt of regaining the Stairs was hopeless. His
fate was
determined: No
possibility of
escape presented itself: He therefore combated his apprehensions, and called every
argument to his succour, which
might enable him to
support the trying
scene with
fortitude. He reflected that Antonia would be the
reward of his
daring: He inflamed his
imagination by enumerating her charms. He persuaded himself that (as Matilda had observed), He always should have time
sufficient for
repentance, and that as He employed HER
assistance, not that of the Daemons, the crime of Sorcery could not be laid to his charge. He had read much respecting witchcraft: He understood that unless a
formal Act was signed renouncing his
claim to
salvation, Satan would have no
power over him. He was fully
determined not to
execute any such act, whatever threats
might be used, or advantages held out to him.
Such were his meditations while waiting for Matilda. They were interrupted by a low
murmur which seemed at no great
distance from him. He was startled. He listened. Some minutes past in
silence, after which the
murmur was
repeated. It appeared to be the groaning of one in pain. In any other
situation, this
circumstance would only have excited his
attention and
curiosity:
In the present, his
predominant sensation was that of
terror. His
imagination totally
engrossed by the ideas of
sorcery and Spirits, He fancied that some unquiet Ghost was wandering near him; or else that Matilda had
fallen a Victim to her
presumption, and was perishing under the
cruel fangs of the Daemons. The noise seemed not to
approach, but continued to be heard at intervals. Sometimes it became more
audible,
doubtless as the sufferings of the person who uttered the groans became more
acute and insupportable. Ambrosio now and then
thought that He could
distinguish accents; and once in
particular He was almost
convinced that He heard a
faint voice
exclaim,
'God! Oh! God! No hope! No succour!'
Yet deeper groans followed these words. They died away gradually, and
universal silence again prevailed.
'What can this
mean?'
thought the
bewildered Monk.
At that
moment an idea which flashed into his
mind, almost petrified him with
horror. He started, and shuddered at himself.
'Should it be
possible!' He groaned
involuntarily; 'Should it but be
possible, Oh! what a Monster am I!'
He wished to
resolve his doubts, and to
repair his
fault, if it were not too late already: But these
generous and
compassionate sentiments were soon put to flight by the return of Matilda. He forgot the groaning Sufferer, and remembered nothing but the danger and
embarrassment of his own
situation. The light of the returning Lamp
gilded the walls, and in a few moments after Matilda stood beside him. She had quitted her
religious habit: She was now cloathed in a long
sable Robe, on which was traced in gold
embroidery a
variety of unknown characters: It was fastened by a girdle of
precious stones, in which was fixed a poignard. Her neck and arms were uncovered. In her hand She
bore a golden wand. Her hair was loose and flowed
wildly upon her shoulders; Her eyes sparkled with terrific
expression; and her whole Demeanour was
calculated to
inspire the
beholder with
awe and
admiration.
'Follow me!' She said to the Monk in a low and
solemn voice; 'All is ready!'
His limbs trembled, while He obeyed her. She led him
through various narrow passages; and on every side as they past along, the beams of the Lamp displayed none but the most
revolting objects; Skulls, Bones, Graves, and Images whose eyes seemed to
glare on them with
horror and surprize. At
length they reached a
spacious Cavern, whose
lofty roof the eye sought in
vain to
discover. A
profound obscurity hovered
through the
void. Damp vapours struck cold to the Friar's
heart; and He listened sadly to the
blast while it howled along the
lonely Vaults. Here Matilda stopped. She turned to Ambrosio. His cheeks and lips were
pale with
apprehension. By a
glance of mingled
scorn and anger She reproved his pusillanimity, but She
spoke not. She placed the Lamp upon the ground, near the Basket. She motioned that Ambrosio should be silent, and began the
mysterious rites. She drew a circle round him, another round herself, and then taking a small Phial from the Basket, poured a few drops upon the ground before her. She
bent over the place, muttered some
indistinct sentences, and
immediately a
pale sulphurous
flame arose from the ground. It increased by degrees, and at
length spread its waves over the whole
surface, the circles alone excepted in which stood Matilda and the Monk. It then ascended the huge Columns of unhewn stone, glided along the roof, and formed the Cavern into an
immense chamber totally covered with blue trembling fire. It emitted no
heat: On the
contrary, the
extreme chillness of the place seemed to
augment with every
moment. Matilda continued her incantations: At intervals She took
various articles from the Basket, the
nature and name of most of which were unknown to the Friar: But among the few which He
distinguished, He
particularly observed three
human fingers, and an Agnus Dei which She broke in pieces. She threw them all into the flames which burned before her, and they were instantly consumed.
The Monk beheld her with
anxious curiosity. Suddenly She uttered a loud and piercing
shriek. She appeared to be seized with an
access of
delirium; She tore her hair, beat her bosom, used the most
frantic gestures, and drawing the poignard from her girdle plunged it into her left arm. The blood gushed out plentifully, and as She stood on the
brink of the circle, She took care that it should fall on the outside. The flames retired from the spot on which the blood was pouring. A
volume of dark clouds rose slowly from the ensanguined
earth, and ascended gradually,
till it reached the
vault of the Cavern. At the same time a
clap of thunder was heard: The echo pealed fearfully along the subterraneous passages, and the ground shook beneath the feet of the Enchantress.
It was now that Ambrosio repented of his rashness. The
solemn singularity of the
charm had prepared him for something
strange and
horrible. He waited with fear for the Spirit's
appearance, whose coming was announced by thunder and earthquakes. He looked
wildly round him, expecting that some
dreadful Apparition would meet his eyes, the
sight of which would
drive him
mad. A cold shivering seized his body, and He sank upon one knee, unable to
support himself.
'He comes!' exclaimed Matilda in a joyful
accent.
Ambrosio started, and
expected the Daemon with
terror. What was his surprize, when the Thunder ceasing to roll, a full
strain of
melodious Music sounded in the air. At the same time the cloud dispersed, and He beheld a Figure more beautiful than Fancy's pencil ever drew. It was a Youth
seemingly scarce eighteen, the
perfection of whose form and face was unrivalled. He was perfectly naked: A bright Star sparkled upon his forehead; Two
crimson wings extended themselves from his shoulders; and his silken locks were
confined by a band of many-coloured fires, which played round his head, formed themselves into a
variety of figures, and shone with a brilliance far surpassing that of
precious Stones. Circlets of Diamonds were fastened round his arms and ankles, and in his
right hand He
bore a silver
branch, imitating Myrtle. His form shone with
dazzling glory: He was surrounded by clouds of rose-coloured light, and at the
moment that He appeared, a
refreshing air breathed perfumes
through the Cavern. Enchanted at a
vision so
contrary to his expectations, Ambrosio gazed upon the Spirit with
delight and
wonder: Yet however beautiful the Figure, He could not but a wildness in the Daemon's eyes, and a
mysterious melancholy impressed upon his features, betraying the Fallen Angel, and
inspiring the Spectators with secret
awe.
The Music ceased. Matilda addressed herself to the Spirit: She
spoke in a
language unintelligible to the Monk, and was answered in the same. She seemed to
insist upon something which the Daemon was unwilling to
grant. He
frequently darted upon Ambrosio
angry glances, and at such times the Friar's
heart sank within him. Matilda appeared to grow
incensed. She
spoke in a loud and commanding
tone, and her gestures declared that She was threatening him with her
vengeance. Her menaces had the desired
effect: The Spirit sank upon his knee, and with a
submissive air presented to her the
branch of Myrtle. No sooner had She received it, than the Music was again heard; A thick cloud
spread itself over the Apparition; The blue flames disappeared, and
total obscurity reigned
through the Cave. The Abbot moved not from his place: His faculties were all
bound up in pleasure,
anxiety, and surprize. At
length the darkness dispersing, He perceived Matilda standing near him in her
religious habit, with the Myrtle in her hand. No traces of the
incantation, and the Vaults were only illuminated by the
faint rays of the
sepulchral Lamp.
'I have succeeded,' said Matilda, 'though with more
difficulty than I
expected. Lucifer, whom I summoned to my
assistance, was at first unwilling to
obey my commands: To
enforce his
compliance I was
constrained to have
recourse to my strongest charms. They have produced the desired
effect, but I have
engaged never more to
invoke his
agency in your favour. Beware then, how you
employ an
opportunity which never will return. My magic arts will now be of no use to you: In
future you can only hope for
supernatural aid by invoking the Daemons yourself, and accepting the conditions of their
service. This you will never do: You want
strength of
mind to
force them to
obedience, and unless you pay their
established price, they will not be your
voluntary Servants. In this one
instance they
consent to
obey you: I offer you the means of enjoying your Mistress, and be
careful not to lose the
opportunity. Receive this constellated Myrtle: While you bear this in your hand, every door will fly open to you. It will
procure you
access tomorrow night to Antonia's
chamber: Then breathe upon it
thrice,
pronounce her name, and place it upon her pillow. A death-like
slumber will
immediately seize upon her, and
deprive her of the
power of resisting your attempts. Sleep will hold her
till break of Morning. In this
state you may
satisfy your desires without danger of being discovered; since when daylight shall
dispel the effects of the enchantment, Antonia will
perceive her dishonour, but be
ignorant of the Ravisher. Be happy then, my Ambrosio, and let this
service convince you that my
friendship is
disinterested and pure. The night must be near expiring: Let us return to the Abbey, lest our
absence should
create surprize.'
The Abbot received the
talisman with silent
gratitude. His ideas were too much
bewildered by the adventures of the night to
permit his expressing his thanks audibly, or indeed as yet to feel the whole
value of her present. Matilda took up her Lamp and Basket, and guided her Companion from the
mysterious Cavern. She restored the Lamp to its
former place, and continued her
route in darkness,
till She reached the foot of the Staircase. The first beams of the rising Sun darting down it facilitated the
ascent. Matilda and the Abbot hastened out of the Sepulchre, closed the door after them, and soon regained the Abbey's western Cloister. No one met them, and they retired unobserved to their
respective Cells.
The
confusion of Ambrosio's
mind now began to
appease. He rejoiced in the
fortunate issue of his
adventure, and reflecting upon the virtues of the Myrtle, looked upon Antonia as already in his
power. Imagination retraced to him those secret charms betrayed to him by the Enchanted Mirror, and He waited with
impatience for the
approach of midnight.