I now totally
lost the small remains of
comfort I had enjoyed in conversing with my countrymen; the women too, who used to wash and take care of me, were all gone
different ways, and I never saw one of them afterwards.
I stayed in this
island for a few days; I believe it could not be above a
fortnight; when I and some few more slaves, that were not saleable amongst the rest, from very much fretting, were shipped off in a sloop for North America. On the
passage we were better treated than when we were coming from Africa, and we had
plenty of rice and fat pork. We were landed up a river a good way from the sea, about Virginia county, where we saw few or none of our
native Africans, and not one
soul who could talk to me. I was a few weeks weeding grass, and gathering stones in a
plantation; and at last all my companions were distributed
different ways, and only myself was left. I was now exceedingly
miserable, and
thought myself worse off than any of the rest of my companions; for they could talk to each other, but I had no person to speak to that I could
understand. In this
state I was constantly grieving and pining, and wishing for death rather than any thing else. While I was in this
plantation the gentleman, to whom I
suppose the
estate belonged, being unwell, I was one day sent for to his
dwelling house to
fan him; when I came into the room where he was I was very much affrighted at some things I saw, and the more so as I had seen a black woman
slave as I came
through the house, who was cooking the dinner, and the poor
creature was cruelly loaded with
various kinds of
iron machines; she had one
particularly on her head, which locked her mouth so fast that she could
scarcely speak; and could not eat nor drink. I was much
astonished and shocked at this
contrivance, which I afterwards
learned was called the
iron muzzle
Soon after I had a
fan put into my hand, to
fan the gentleman while he slept; and so I did indeed with great fear. While he was fast asleep I indulged myself a great deal in looking about the room, which to me appeared very fine and
curious. The first
object that
engaged my
attention was a watch which hung on the
chimney, and was going. I was quite surprised at the noise it made, and was afraid it would tell the gentleman any thing I
might do
amiss: and when I
immediately after observed a picture hanging in the room, which appeared constantly to look at me, I was still more affrighted, having never seen such things as these before. At one time I
thought it was something
relative to magic; and not seeing it move I
thought it
might be some way the whites had to keep their great men when they died, and offer them
libation as we used to do to our friendly spirits. In this
state of
anxiety I remained
till my
master awoke, when I was dismissed out of the room, to my no small
satisfaction and
relief; for I
thought that these people were all made up of wonders. In this place I was called Jacob; but on
board the African snow I was called Michael. I had been some time in this
miserable,
forlorn, and much
dejected state, without having any one to talk to, which made my life a
burden, when the kind and unknown hand of the Creator (who in very
deed leads the
blind in a way they know not) now began to appear, to my
comfort; for one day the captain of a
merchant ship, called the Industrious Bee, came on some business to my
master's house. This gentleman, whose name was Michael Henry Pascal, was a
lieutenant in the royal navy, but now commanded this trading ship, which was somewhere in the confines of the county many miles off. While he was at my
master's house it happened that he saw me, and liked me so well that he made a
purchase of me. I think I have often heard him say he gave thirty or forty pounds
sterling for me; but I do not now
remember which. However, he meant me for a present to some of his friends in England: and I was sent
accordingly from the house of my then
master, one
Mr. Campbell, to the place where the ship lay; I was conducted on horseback by an
elderly black man, (a
mode of travelling which appeared very odd to me). When I arrived I was carried on
board a fine large ship, loaded with
tobacco, &c. and just ready to
sail for England. I now
thought my
condition much mended; I had sails to lie on, and
plenty of good victuals to eat; and every body on
board used me very kindly, quite
contrary to what I had seen of any white people before; I therefore began to think that they were not all of the same
disposition. A few days after I was on
board we sailed for England. I was still at a loss to
conjecture my
destiny. By this time, however, I could smatter a little imperfect English; and I wanted to know as well as I could where we were going. Some of the people of the ship used to tell me they were going to
carry me back to my own country, and this made me very happy. I was quite rejoiced at the
sound of going back; and
thought if I should get home what wonders I should have to tell. But I was
reserved for another
fate, and was soon undeceived when we came within
sight of the English
coast.
While I was on
board this ship, my captain and
master named me Gustavus Vassa. I at that time began to
understand him a little, and refused to be called so, and told him as well as I could that I would be called Jacob; but he said I should not, and still called me Gustavus; and when I refused to answer to my new name, which at first I did, it gained me many a
cuff; so at
length I submitted, and was obliged to bear the present name, by which I have been known ever since. The ship had a very long
passage; and on that
account we had very short
allowance of provisions. Towards the last we had only one pound and a half of bread per week, and about the same
quantity of meat, and one quart of water a-day. We
spoke with only one
vessel the whole time we were at sea, and but once we caught a few fishes. In our extremities the captain and people told me in
jest they would kill and eat me; but I
thought them in
earnest, and was
depressed beyond
measure, expecting every
moment to be my last. While I was in this
situation one evening they caught, with a good deal of trouble, a large shark, and got it on
board. This gladdened my poor
heart exceedingly, as I
thought it would
serve the people to eat instead of their eating me; but very soon, to my
astonishment, they cut off a small part of the tail, and tossed the rest over the side. This renewed my
consternation; and I did not know what to think of these white people, though I very much feared they would kill and eat me.
There was on
board the ship a young lad who had never been at sea before, about four or five years older than myself: his name was Richard Baker. He was a
native of America, had received an
excellent education, and was of a most
amiable temper. Soon after I went on
board he shewed me a great deal of
partiality and
attention, and in return I grew
extremely fond of him. We at
length became
inseparable; and, for the space of two years, he was of very great use to me, and was my
constant companion and
instructor. Although this dear youth had many slaves of his own, yet he and I have gone
through many sufferings together on shipboard; and we have many nights lain in each other's bosoms when we were in great
distress. Thus such a
friendship was cemented between us as we cherished
till his death, which, to my very great
sorrow, happened in the year 1759, when he was up the Archipelago, on
board his
majesty's ship the Preston: an
event which I have never ceased to
regret, as I
lost at once a kind
interpreter, an
agreeable companion, and a
faithful friend; who, at the age of fifteen, discovered a
mind superior to
prejudice; and who was not
ashamed to
notice, to
associate with, and to be the friend and
instructor of one who was
ignorant, a
stranger, of a
different complexion, and a
slave! My
master had lodged in his mother's house in America: he respected him very much, and made him always eat with him in the cabin. He used often to tell him jocularly that he would kill me to eat. Sometimes he would say to me-the black people were not good to eat, and would ask me if we did not eat people in my country. I said, No: then he said he would kill Dick (as he always called him) first, and afterwards me. Though this hearing
relieved my
mind a little as to myself, I was alarmed for Dick and whenever he was called I used to be very much afraid he was to be killed; and I would peep and watch to see if they were going to kill him: nor was I free from this
consternation till we made the land. One night we
lost a man
overboard; and the cries and noise were so great and
confused, in stopping the ship, that I, who did not know what was the
matter, began, as usual, to be very much afraid, and to think they were going to make an offering with me, and
perform some magic; which I still believed they dealt in. As the waves were very high I
thought the Ruler of the seas was
angry, and I
expected to be offered up to
appease him. This filled my
mind with
agony, and I could not any more that night close my eyes again to rest. However, when daylight appeared I was a little eased in my
mind; but still every time I was called I used to think it was to be killed.
Some time after this we saw some very large fish, which I afterwards found were called grampusses. They looked to me
extremely terrible, and made their
appearance just at
dusk; and were so near as to blow the water on the ship's deck. I believed them to be the rulers of the sea; and, as the white people did not make any offerings at any time, I
thought they were
angry with them: and, at last, what confirmed my
belief was, the wind just then died away, and a calm ensued, and in
consequence of it the ship stopped going. I
supposed that the fish had performed this, and I hid myself in the
fore part of the ship,
through fear of being offered up to
appease them, every
minute peeping and quaking: but my good friend Dick came shortly towards me, and I took an
opportunity to ask him, as well as I could, what these fish were. Not being
able to talk much English, I could but just make him
understand my question; and not at all, when I asked him if any offerings were to be made to them: however, he told me these fish would
swallow any body; which sufficiently alarmed me. Here he was called away by the captain, who was leaning over the quarter-deck railing and looking at the fish; and most of the people were busied in getting a
barrel of
pitch to light, for them to play with. The captain now called me to him, having
learned some of my apprehensions from Dick; and having diverted himself and others for some time with my fears, which appeared
ludicrous enough in my crying and trembling, he dismissed me. The
barrel of
pitch was now lighted and put over the side into the water: by this time it was just dark, and the fish went after it; and, to my great joy, I saw them no more.
However, all my alarms began to
subside when we got
sight of land; and at last the ship arrived at Falmouth, after a
passage of thirteen weeks. Every
heart on
board seemed gladdened on our reaching the
shore, and none more than
mine. The captain
immediately went on
shore, and sent on
board some
fresh provisions, which we wanted very much: we made good use of them, and our
famine was soon turned into feasting, almost without ending. It was about the beginning of the spring 1757 when I arrived in England, and I was near twelve years of age at that time. I was very much struck with the buildings and the pavement of the streets in Falmouth; and, indeed, any
object I saw filled me with new
surprise. One morning, when I got upon deck, I saw it covered all over with the snow that fell over-night: as I had never seen any thing of the kind before, I
thought it was salt; so I
immediately ran down to the mate and desired him, as well as I could, to come and see how somebody in the night had thrown salt all over the deck. He, knowing what it was, desired me to bring some of it down to him:
accordingly I took up a handful of it, which I found very cold indeed; and when I brought it to him he desired me to taste it. I did so, and I was surprised beyond
measure. I then asked him what it was; he told me it was snow: but I could not in anywise
understand him. He asked me if we had no such thing in my country; and I told him, No.
I then asked him the use of it, and who made it; he told me a great man in the heavens, called God: but here again I was to all intents and purposes at a loss to
understand him; and the more so, when a little after I saw the air filled with it, in a heavy shower, which fell down on the same day. After this I went to church; and having never been at such a place before, I was again
amazed at seeing and hearing the
service. I asked all I could about it; and they gave me to
understand it was worshipping God, who made us and all things. I was still at a great loss, and soon got into an endless field of inquiries, as well as I was
able to speak and ask about things. However, my little friend Dick used to be my best
interpreter; for I could make free with him, and he always instructed me with pleasure: and from what I could
understand by him of this God, and in seeing these white people did not sell one another, as we did, I was much pleased; and in this I
thought they were much happier than we Africans. I was
astonished at the
wisdom of the white people in all things I saw; but was
amazed at their not sacrificing, or making any offerings, and eating with unwashed hands, and touching the dead. I likewise could not help remarking the
particular slenderness of their women, which I did not at first like; and I
thought they were not so
modest and shamefaced as the African women.
I had often seen my
master and Dick employed in reading; and I had a great
curiosity to talk to the books, as I
thought they did; and so to learn how all things had a beginning: for that
purpose I have often taken up a book, and have talked to it, and then put my ears to it, when alone, in hopes it would answer me; and I have been very much concerned when I found it remained silent.
My
master lodged at the house of a gentleman in Falmouth, who had a fine little daughter about six or seven years of age, and she grew prodigiously
fond of me; insomuch that we used to eat together, and had servants to wait on us. I was so much caressed by this family that it often reminded me of the
treatment I had received from my little
noble African
master. After I had been here a few days, I was sent on
board of the ship; but the child cried so much after me that nothing could
pacify her
till I was sent for again. It is
ludicrous enough, that I began to fear I should be
betrothed to this young lady; and when my
master asked me if I would stay there with her behind him, as he was going away with the ship, which had taken in the
tobacco again, I cried
immediately, and said I would not leave her. At last, by
stealth, one night I was sent on
board the ship again; and in a little time we sailed for Guernsey, where she was in part owned by a
merchant, one Nicholas Doberry. As I was now amongst a people who had not their faces scarred, like some of the African nations where I had been, I was very glad I did not let them
ornament me in that manner when I was with them. When we arrived at Guernsey, my
master placed me to
board and
lodge with one of his mates, who had a wife and family there; and some months afterwards he went to England, and left me in care of this mate, together with my friend Dick: This mate had a little daughter, aged about five or six years, with whom I used to be much
delighted. I had often observed that when her mother washed her face it looked very
rosy; but when she washed
mine it did not look so: I therefore tried oftentimes myself if I could not by washing make my face of the same colour as my little play-mate (Mary), but it was all in
vain; and I now began to be mortified at the
difference in our complexions. This woman behaved to me with great kindness and
attention; and taught me every thing in the same manner as she did her own child, and indeed in every
respect treated me as such. I remained here
till the summer of the year 1757; when my
master, being appointed first
lieutenant of his
majesty's ship the Roebuck, sent for Dick and me, and his old mate: on this we all left Guernsey, and set out for England in a sloop
bound for London. As we were coming up towards the Nore, where the Roebuck lay, a man of war's boat came alongside to press our people; on which each man ran to
hide himself. I was very much
frightened at this, though I did not know what it meant, or what to think or do. However I went and hid myself also under a hencoop. Immediately afterwards the press-gang came on
board with their swords drawn, and searched all about, pulled the people out by
force, and put them into the boat. At last I was found out also: the man that found me held me up by the heels while they all made their sport of me, I roaring and crying out all the time most lustily: but at last the mate, who was my
conductor, seeing this, came to my
assistance, and did all he could to
pacify me; but all to very little
purpose,
till I had seen the boat go off. Soon afterwards we came to the Nore, where the Roebuck lay; and, to our great joy, my
master came on
board to us, and brought us to the ship. When I went on
board this large ship, I was
amazed indeed to see the
quantity of men and the guns. However my
surprise began to
diminish as my
knowledge increased; and I ceased to feel those apprehensions and alarms which had taken such strong
possession of me when I first came among the Europeans, and for some time after. I began now to pass to an
opposite extreme; I was so far from being afraid of any thing new which I saw, that, after I had been some time in this ship, I even began to long for a
battle. My griefs too, which in young minds are not
perpetual, were now wearing away; and I soon enjoyed myself pretty well, and felt tolerably easy in my present
situation. There was a number of boys on
board, which still made it more
agreeable; for we were always together, and a great part of our time was spent in play. I remained in this ship a
considerable time, during which we made
several cruises, and visited a
variety of places: among others we were twice in Holland, and brought over
several persons of
distinction from it, whose names I do not now
remember. On the
passage, one day, for the
diversion of those gentlemen, all the boys were called on the quarter-deck, and were paired proportionably, and then made to fight; after which the gentleman gave the combatants from five to nine shillings each. This was the first time I ever fought with a white boy; and I never knew what it was to have a bloody nose before. This made me fight most
desperately; I
suppose considerably more than an hour: and at last, both of us being
weary, we were parted. I had a great deal of this kind of sport afterwards, in which the captain and the ship's company used very much to
encourage me. Sometime afterwards the ship went to Leith in Scotland, and from thence to the Orkneys, where I was surprised in seeing
scarcely any night: and from thence we sailed with a great
fleet, full of soldiers, for England. All this time we had never come to an
engagement, though we were
frequently cruising off the
coast of France: during which we chased many vessels, and took in all seventeen prizes. I had been learning many of the manoeuvres of the ship during our
cruise; and I was
several times made to fire the guns. One evening, off Havre de Grace, just as it was growing dark, we were standing off
shore, and met with a fine large French-built
frigate. We got all things
immediately ready for fighting; and I now
expected I should be gratified in seeing an
engagement, which I had so long wished for in
vain. But the very
moment the word of
command was given to fire we heard those on
board the other ship cry 'Haul down the jib;' and in that
instant she hoisted English colours. There was instantly with us an
amazing cry of-Avast! or stop firing; and I think one or two guns had been let off, but happily they did no
mischief. We had hailed them
several times; but they not hearing, we received no answer, which was the
cause of our firing. The boat was then sent on
board of her, and she proved to be the Ambuscade man of war, to my no small
disappointment. We returned to Portsmouth, without having been in any action, just at the trial of Admiral Byng (whom I saw
several times during it): and my
master having left the ship, and gone to London for
promotion, Dick and I were put on
board the Savage sloop of war, and we went in her to
assist in bringing off the St. George man of war, that had ran
ashore somewhere on the
coast. After staying a few weeks on
board the Savage, Dick and I were sent on
shore at Deal, where we remained some short time,
till my
master sent for us to London, the place I had long desired exceedingly to see. We therefore both with great pleasure got into a waggon, and came to London, where we were received by a Mr. Guerin, a
relation of my
master. This gentleman had two sisters, very
amiable ladies, who took much
notice and great care of me. Though I had desired so much to see London, when I arrived in it I was
unfortunately unable to
gratify my
curiosity; for I had at this time the chilblains to such a
degree that I could not stand for
several months, and I was obliged to be sent to St. George's Hospital. There I grew so ill, that the doctors wanted to cut my left leg off at
different times, apprehending a
mortification; but I always said I would rather die than
suffer it; and happily (I thank God) I recovered without the
operation. After being there
several weeks, and just as I had recovered, the small-pox broke out on me, so that I was again
confined; and I
thought myself now
particularly unfortunate. However I soon recovered again; and by this time my
master having been promoted to be first
lieutenant of the Preston man of war of fifty guns, then new at Deptford, Dick and I were sent on
board her, and soon after we went to Holland to bring over the late Duke of -- to England.-While I was in this ship an
incident happened, which, though
trifling, I beg leave to
relate, as I could not help taking
particular notice of it, and considering it then as a
judgment of God. One morning a young man was looking up to the
fore-top, and in a
wicked tone,
common on shipboard, d--d his eyes about something. Just at the
moment some small particles of dirt fell into his left eye, and by the evening it was very much inflamed. The next day it grew worse; and within six or seven days he
lost it. From this ship my
master was appointed a
lieutenant on
board the Royal George. When he was going he wished me to stay on
board the Preston, to learn the French horn; but the ship being ordered for Turkey I could not think of leaving my
master, to whom I was very
warmly attached; and I told him if he left me behind it would break my
heart. This prevailed on him to take me with him; but he left Dick on
board the Preston, whom I embraced at parting for the last time. The Royal George was the largest ship I had ever seen; so that when I came on
board of her I was surprised at the number of people, men, women, and children, of every
denomination; and the largeness of the guns, many of them also of brass, which I had never seen before. Here were also shops or stalls of every kind of goods, and people crying their
different commodities about the ship as in a town. To me it appeared a little world, into which I was again cast without a friend, for I had no longer my dear
companion Dick. We did not stay long here. My
master was not many weeks on
board before he got an
appointment to be sixth
lieutenant of the Namur, which was then at Spithead, fitting up for Vice-
admiral Boscawen, who was going with a large
fleet on an
expedition against Louisburgh. The
crew of the Royal George were turned over to her, and the
flag of that
gallant admiral was hoisted on
board, the blue at the maintop-
gallant mast head. There was a very great
fleet of men of war of every
description assembled together for this
expedition, and I was in hopes soon to have an
opportunity of being gratified with a sea-fight. All things being now in
readiness, this
mighty fleet (for there was also Admiral Cornish's
fleet in company,
destined for the East Indies) at last weighed
anchor, and sailed. The two fleets continued in company for
several days, and then parted; Admiral Cornish, in the Lenox, having first saluted our
admiral in the Namur, which he returned. We then steered for America; but, by
contrary winds, we were driven to Teneriffe, where I was struck with its noted
peak. Its
prodigious height, and its form, resembling a sugar-loaf, filled me with
wonder. We remained in
sight of this
island some days, and then proceeded for America, which we soon made, and got into a very
commodious harbour called St. George, in Halifax, where we had fish in great
plenty, and all other
fresh provisions. We were here joined by
different men of war and
transport ships with soldiers; after which, our
fleet being increased to a
prodigious number of ships of all kinds, we sailed for Cape Breton in Nova Scotia. We had the good and
gallant General Wolfe on
board our ship, whose
affability made him highly
esteemed and
beloved by all the men. He often honoured me, as well as other boys, with marks of his
notice; and saved me once a flogging for fighting with a young gentleman. We arrived at Cape Breton in the summer of 1758: and here the soldiers were to be landed, in order to make an
attack upon Louisbourgh. My
master had some part in superintending the landing; and here I was in a small
measure gratified in seeing an
encounter between our men and the enemy. The French were posted on the
shore to
receive us, and disputed our landing for a long time; but at last they were driven from their trenches, and a
complete landing was effected. Our troops pursued them as far as the town of Louisbourgh. In this action many were killed on both sides. One thing I saw this day:-A
lieutenant of the Princess Amelia, who, as well as my
master, superintended the landing, was giving the word of
command, and while his mouth was open a musquet
ball went
through it, and passed out at his cheek. I had that day in my hand the scalp of an indian king, who was killed in the
engagement: the scalp had been taken off by an Highlander. I saw this king's ornaments too, which were very
curious, and made of feathers.
Our land forces laid
siege to the town of Louisbourgh, while the French men of war were blocked up in the harbour by the
fleet, the batteries at the same time playing upon them from the land. This they did with such
effect, that one day I saw some of the ships set on fire by the shells from the batteries, and I believe two or three of them were quite burnt. At another time, about fifty boats belonging to the English men of war, commanded by Captain George Balfour of the Ætna fire-ship, and another junior captain, Laforey, attacked and boarded the only two
remaining French men of war in the harbour. They also set fire to a seventy-gun ship, but a sixty-four, called the Bienfaisant, they brought off. During my stay here I had often an
opportunity of being near Captain Balfour, who was pleased to
notice me, and liked me so much that he often asked my
master to let him have me, but he would not part with me; and no
consideration could have induced me to leave him. At last Louisbourgh was taken, and the English men of war came into the harbour before it, to my very great joy; for I had now more
liberty of indulging myself, and I went often on
shore. When the ships were in the harbour we had the most beautiful
procession on the water I ever saw. All the admirals and captains of the men of war, full dressed, and in their barges, well ornamented with pendants, came alongside of the Namur. The vice-
admiral then went on
shore in his
barge, followed by the other officers in order of
seniority, to take
possession, as I
suppose, of the town and fort. Some time after this the French
governor and his lady, and other persons of note, came on
board our ship to dine. On this
occasion our ships were dressed with colours of all kinds, from the topgallant-mast head to the deck; and this, with the firing of guns, formed a most grand and
magnificent spectacle.
As soon as every thing here was settled Admiral Boscawen sailed with part of the
fleet for England, leaving some ships behind with Rear-admirals Sir Charles Hardy and Durell. It was now winter; and one evening, during our
passage home, about
dusk, when we were in the
channel, or near soundings, and were beginning to look for land, we descried seven
sail of large men of war, which stood off
shore. Several people on
board of our ship said, as the two fleets were (in forty minutes from the first
sight) within
hail of each other, that they were English men of war; and some of our people even began to name some of the ships. By this time both fleets began to
mingle, and our
admiral ordered his
flag to be hoisted. At that
instant the other
fleet, which were French, hoisted their ensigns, and gave us a broadside as they passed by. Nothing could
create greater
surprise and
confusion among us than this: the wind was high, the sea rough, and we had our lower and middle deck guns housed in, so that not a single gun on
board was ready to be fired at any of the French ships. However, the Royal William and the Somerset being our sternmost ships, became a little prepared, and each gave the French ships a broadside as they passed by. I afterwards heard this was a French
squadron, commanded by Mons. Conflans; and
certainly had the Frenchmen known our
condition, and had a
mind to fight us, they
might have done us great
mischief. But we were not long before we were prepared for an
engagement. Immediately many things were tossed
overboard; the ships were made ready for fighting as soon as
possible; and about ten at night we had
bent a new main
sail, the old one being
split. Being now in
readiness for fighting, we wore ship, and stood after the French
fleet, who were one or two ships in number more than we.
However we gave them
chase, and continued pursuing them all night; and at daylight we saw six of them, all large ships of the line, and an English East Indiaman, a prize they had taken. We chased them all day
till between three and four o'clock in the evening, when we came up with, and passed within a musquet shot of, one seventy-four gun ship, and the Indiaman also, who now hoisted her colours, but
immediately hauled them down again. On this we made a
signal for the other ships to take
possession of her; and, supposing the man of war would likewise
strike, we cheered, but she did not; though if we had fired into her, from being so near, we must have taken her. To my
utter surprise the Somerset, who was the next ship astern of the Namur, made way likewise; and, thinking they were sure of this French ship, they cheered in the same manner, but still continued to follow us. The French Commodore was about a gun-shot ahead of all, running from us with all
speed; and about four o'clock he carried his foretopmast
overboard. This caused another loud
cheer with us; and a little after the topmast came close by us; but, to our great
surprise, instead of coming up with her, we found she went as fast as ever, if not faster. The sea grew now much smoother; and the wind lulling, the seventy-four gun ship we had passed came again by us in the very same
direction, and so near, that we heard her people talk as she went by; yet not a shot was fired on either side; and about five or six o'clock, just as it grew dark, she joined her commodore.
We chased all night; but the next day they were out of
sight, so that we saw no more of them; and we only had the old Indiaman (called Carnarvon I think) for our trouble. After this we stood in for the
channel, and soon made the land; and, about the close of the year 1758-9, we got safe to St. Helen's. Here the Namur ran
aground; and also another large ship astern of us; but, by starting our water, and tossing many things
overboard to lighten her, we got the ships off without any
damage. We stayed for a short time at Spithead, and then went into Portsmouth harbour to refit; from
whence the
admiral went to London; and my
master and I soon followed, with a press-gang, as we wanted some hands to
complete our
complement.